The reasons behind it are just. . . I didn't want you to make fun of me if I told you.
[ Her wish is honestly kind of pitiful. ]
And I don't. [ Have any reservations, she means. She's trying so hard to keep her cool even though she's actually really nervous about the idea, given that she's never done it before. ] Also, I don't take issue with you having been with guys before all of this?
[ Although now her face is kind of burning scarlet at the thought. ]
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The reasons behind it are just. . . I didn't want you to make fun of me if I told you.
[ Her wish is honestly kind of pitiful. ]
And I don't. [ Have any reservations, she means. She's trying so hard to keep her cool even though she's actually really nervous about the idea, given that she's never done it before. ] Also, I don't take issue with you having been with guys before all of this?
[ Although now her face is kind of burning scarlet at the thought. ]