[ To be completely honest, this is the first time that she's actually needed someone. And more importantly than that, she's never been able to open up enough or even trust anybody as it is. While a good part of it was due to her natural personality, she was also a magus, even if she wasn't the family heir. She could never live a normal life, even if she wanted to. In the end, she would simply be in isolation.
But... she still wanted friends in spite of that.
That's why she wanted to wish for that on the grail to begin with, but now that they're like this, so desperate for one another, doing the act as more than just a simple mana transfer transaction, a part of her thoughts of her own wish lingered there.
Did she really need friends when she had someone who cares about her so much right in front of her?
She can mull on that later; instead, right now she chooses to focus on how he finally sheds his last article of clothing, revealing every last inch of him to her. This feels so intimate, like he's sharing with her his secrets, and maybe in a way, he kind of is, even if he has done this before with other men.
Drinking in the sight of him - and honestly, the fact that he's so turned on is kind of a turn on for her, too - she finds her breath stilling for a moment before he reaches out to tug her underwear off, which she'll easily assist him with by shifting a bit until it's gone, looking very red in the cheeks now that they're both completely nude. ]
Don't be hard on me for my first time, or else I'll be really mad, Atsushi.
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But... she still wanted friends in spite of that.
That's why she wanted to wish for that on the grail to begin with, but now that they're like this, so desperate for one another, doing the act as more than just a simple mana transfer transaction, a part of her thoughts of her own wish lingered there.
Did she really need friends when she had someone who cares about her so much right in front of her?
She can mull on that later; instead, right now she chooses to focus on how he finally sheds his last article of clothing, revealing every last inch of him to her. This feels so intimate, like he's sharing with her his secrets, and maybe in a way, he kind of is, even if he has done this before with other men.
Drinking in the sight of him - and honestly, the fact that he's so turned on is kind of a turn on for her, too - she finds her breath stilling for a moment before he reaches out to tug her underwear off, which she'll easily assist him with by shifting a bit until it's gone, looking very red in the cheeks now that they're both completely nude. ]
Don't be hard on me for my first time, or else I'll be really mad, Atsushi.