Ah, but, the neutral days are my favorites. I like to think that the best parts of life are the parts where we have minor worries - things like "did I sweep the front step today", or "I spent some time with someone I cared about for a little while." Those minor worries mean we're safe.

[ hmmm, a happy memory... xie lian tilts his head. ] ...As for a happy memory, is it silly to say my happiest memories come from things like good meals, or like a particularly sunny day?

[ most of his childhood memories tend to be tinged with sadness! because, you know. gestures at xianle. rip. ]