backyardbbq | Fate / AU CMO post

[ Hearing him stutter like that is honestly really cute, and she kind of wants to hear more of it as well, so now that he's told her what he wants, she'll give it to him.

Although not immediately, instead dragging it out for as long as she can with her free hand, roaming up and down his sides before running her fingertips on his stomach before going higher, right to where he said he's sensitive and presses her thumb on the nipple there to see the expression he'd make.

Although he's also being distracting, given how he seems to press his fingers against the fabric of her underwear, making her flush and let out a sigh. She's also flustered because of it because he'll be able to tell now just how turned on she is through there with how her underwear seems to cling to her and how damp she is. ]

Shit--

[ It's a curse, but not in a bad way, as she finds herself catching her breath, pressing into his touch a little more, eager for him to give a little more. ]

[The slowness of her touch is maddening, and by the end of it he's practically whining for her to touch him more. He feels shaky and needy and can't quite express just what he needs, but she seems to be finding the right spots regardless.

But soon he's gasping out suddenly, and he's unable to suppress the shudder that runs through him. This is so good, but he needs more, and going by Inaba's movements he's pretty sure he's not the only one.]

Keep going, i-it's-

[Kissing her neck worked before, didn't it? And it's hard to keep his head up now anyway. So he's leaning in again, kissing and sucking with much more focus and dedication this time. And while he lavishes her neck with attention, his fingers are going to slip under her underwear and dip in between the folds of skin there, seeking out a certain sensitive spot to rub at. He's also curious to see just how wet she is, and if she's ready to take him. Because at this rate he's not going to be able to hold off much longer, and he wants to be able to finish this properly. They did need to transfer some mana, after all.]

[ He really is cute like that...

She honestly can't help but think that, and it probably helps bolster her confidence quite a bit, licking her lips in a way that shows just how needy she is for this, for more than just a simple mana transfer.

But if he's curious, he'll easily feel the answer soon enough when he actually touches her there. That, coupled with how he kisses her neck, seems to elicit louder sounds as she shudders quite a bit from underneath him, the bed creaking with her movements. ]

Atsushi, please, I can't handle it...

[Atsushi nods against her shoulder. Right, he gets it, she needs him. He needs her too, he needs her in a way he hasn't needed someone in a long, long time. This is far beyond mana transfer at this point, this is actual feelings. He's always liked Inaba, even just as a friend at first. But now he's pretty sure that what he feels is more than just a 'we're friends and get along' kind of thing.

He pulls his mouth away from her neck so he can look down as he shakily works his way out of his boxers. Inaba would have felt it already, but now she can see what he looks like, with nothing to hide any part of him. He blushes deeply, a little embarrassed by how turned on he is, but he mentally reminds himself that he should be anyway. Inaba's gorgeous, anyone would be turned on by her.

Then he reaches for her underwear, ready to pull it off if she shifts her hips to help him work them off. They can be naked together now!]

[ To be completely honest, this is the first time that she's actually needed someone. And more importantly than that, she's never been able to open up enough or even trust anybody as it is. While a good part of it was due to her natural personality, she was also a magus, even if she wasn't the family heir. She could never live a normal life, even if she wanted to. In the end, she would simply be in isolation.

But... she still wanted friends in spite of that.

That's why she wanted to wish for that on the grail to begin with, but now that they're like this, so desperate for one another, doing the act as more than just a simple mana transfer transaction, a part of her thoughts of her own wish lingered there.

Did she really need friends when she had someone who cares about her so much right in front of her?

She can mull on that later; instead, right now she chooses to focus on how he finally sheds his last article of clothing, revealing every last inch of him to her. This feels so intimate, like he's sharing with her his secrets, and maybe in a way, he kind of is, even if he has done this before with other men.

Drinking in the sight of him - and honestly, the fact that he's so turned on is kind of a turn on for her, too - she finds her breath stilling for a moment before he reaches out to tug her underwear off, which she'll easily assist him with by shifting a bit until it's gone, looking very red in the cheeks now that they're both completely nude. ]

Don't be hard on me for my first time, or else I'll be really mad, Atsushi.

[Oh look, their blushes match!

Also, he's struggling to keep from making a 'hard on' joke. He wants to make that joke so badly, but he knows it will kill the mood, and he's too Thirsty right now to kill the mood. He'll just have to file that joke away for next time.

Because there probably will be a next time. Now that Pandora's NSFW box has been opened, there's no going back.

Still, he offers her a warm smile, and he leans in to kiss her once more as he nudges her back. Here Inaba, lay down and let Atsushi take care of you. And when he breaks from the kiss, he'll finally speak up:]

I'll be gentle.

[He's true to his word, too. Because as he scoots closer and nudges her legs a bit further apart, he's gentle. His hands on her thighs, holding her so that he can position himself, are gentle. And as he finally pushes in, slowly filling her up, he goes slowly and with care to keep from hurting her. He cares about her, and he wants her to feel good.]

[ She'd probably hit him if he made that joke, so good call, Atsushi.

And given the fact that they still have a lot of Servants to fight? They probably will have to do this a second, or maybe even a third time. They still haven't gone against their strongest adversary yet; this mana transfer was mostly to get his strength back and keep him in the game after how much he's sapped out of her.

But in a way, this was also her way to show him her feelings without anything else getting in the way or making excuses to get out of it.

Now that Pandora's box (ha) is open, there's no way that things are going to stay the same between the two of them after all of this. She doesn't think that it would be possible for her to treat him like she did before, even if she knew that they had to maintain their Master and Servant relationship. But that's a thought best shelved for later, not in the moment.

Not even given a single chance to say much, he leans in to capture her lips with that smile of his that reassures her. She can trust him.

If he wants to take care of her, she certainly won't stop him, allowing herself to be lowered down onto her bee's matress, tossing the smile right back at him, something soft and surprisingly genuine, unlike her usual smiles that made her out like some sort of evil villain whenever she was amused.

She really appreciates his gentleness, and it means a lot to her, to be honest, because she's a little nervous. Then again, it's hard for her not to be, when she's revealing so much to him. And only to him.

When he starts pushing himself inside of her, however, that's when her breath hitches at the new sensation, her fingers gripping onto the mattress a little tightly her eyes closing shut tightly as she focuses on the sensation of him slowly pushing further as she can barely react with shaky breaths and needy sounds. ]

Mm... how is it?

[ Her words are half mumbled, wanting to know if being like this, being inside her feels good for him. ]

[Atsushi's first attempt at speaking comes out as a mess of garbled sounds, which makes him look a bit embarrassed before he ends up burying his face against her to hide his shame at not speaking properly. That's probably a good sign? As is the way he has to just stop and breathe one he's fully seated inside of her. Even his hands, which had been all over her not too long ago, are resting on either side of her head, as he props himself up on his elbows.

This is somehow easier and harder than his previous experiences, all at the same time. It's funny how sex works like that.]

I-If I move I think I might come right away.

[The admission sounds a touch guilty, and it is murmured against her shoulder. But that's not really an answer to her question, is it? So he lets out a little, needy whine before he speaks again.]

It's...good. I like it a lot.

[ The fact that he's embarrassed is definitely a good sign, one that she definitely has to keep her eyes open for because she can't help but think that it's kind of endearing to the point where she can't stifle a small laugh under her breath.

Even more so when he admits that. ]

It's fine if you do, Atsushi. I'm not going to get mad or anything. I might just make fun of you a bit, though.

[ Inaba.... why are you like this.

Nevertheless, her words seem to soften as she brings a hand up to cradle the side of his face before going up to thread through his hair. ]

But if you like this, then I can't complain too much.

But I don't want to come right away, I want to make you feel good too!

[Is he whining there? Maybe, a little bit. But he's speaking honestly too, he wants Inaba to enjoy this as well. And that hand in his hair does feel nice, and it reassures him a little bit.]

Just...tell me if it's alright?

[He might need a little positive reinforcement to not lose his nerve here.

Still, once he feels grounded enough, he'll start to move. First pulling back, then pushing back in. It's not slow, but the pace is even and not too intense yet. He's keeping it tame for both of their sakes at the moment.]

[ Okay she's just going to lean up a bit to the junction where his neck meets his shoulder to stifle more of her amused laughter. Sorry that your Master is like this... ]

I am enjoying myself. This is nice.

[ Both the pace he seems to set and just in general. It's enough for her to want to go and kiss him while he's at it too, at least. ]

[It's alright, it's what makes Inaba who she is. Atsushi wouldn't have it any other way.

And when she leans in for that kiss, he will eagerly kiss her back, matching their kissing with their hip movements. Slow, thorough making out while having sex? That sounds like an excellent idea to him.]

[ The eagerness of how he returns the kiss is definitely a good thing. And having it coupled with how he moves inside of her makes it feel even more intense.

Which is made fairly obvious with the soft, excitable noises that pass her lips between kisses and the way she tangles her fingers in his hair, even tugging on it a little. ]

[Oh, tugging is quite nice indeed. Nice enough to get a shiver of delight that runs right down his spine as he breaks the kiss to draw in a shaky breath.]

Inaba-

[It's enough to make him push into roughly too, as his hips snap forward in response to the tugging. He pauses for a second there, though, and watches Inaba carefully. Did that hurt her? Or does she seem to like the roughness?]

[ Well, Inaba lets out a shaky breath of her own the moment their lips part, her grip tightening slightly the moment he pushes a little more roughly; if he's paying close attention to her expression, though, it's clear that she's enjoying it as she clings onto him a little more, her voice coming off a little breathless, her body trembling from underneath him. ]

You can go harder like that some more...

[ She likes it, because doing so means that he isn't treating her like some fragile object. ]

Mmm...

[He sees her as precious and worth protecting, not fragile. It's a key distinction in his mind.

But this? He can do this. He knows that rough can feel good, and he doesn't want to deny Inaba. So with a bit more confidence, he starts to thrust into her more earnestly, picking himself up off of her slightly to give himself more leverage. It feels really good and it's working him up in wonderful ways too, but he's holding off for Inaba's sake. Because he really will die right there if he comes too early, the shame will be too much.]

[ Well, it is definitely an important distinction, one that she appreciates wholeheartedly.

Even if he is holding back so that he doesn't finish so soon, she wouldn't have judged him if he did; even if they already had this discussion earlier. The fact that he's working at her like this makes her breath shake and shudders running down her spine as she keeps herself close, unable to do much else but bury her face in the hollow of his neck, muffling the loud sounds slipping with each movement he makes.

He'll at least be able to tell a little better that she's getting close with just how she seems to squeeze so tightly against him, almost eager to wring him out. ]

[But his pride!!1

Actually all of that pride will end up going right out the window as soon as she squeezes around him tightly like that. Her sheer enthusiasm is enough to make his head feel light, and he leans against her so he can move his arms to pull her into a hug of sorts. He wants to stay pressed against her as he pushes into her, each thrust drawing out some rather interesting sounds. Apparently Atsushi's voice goes up an octave or two during sex. What a surprise!

Soon it gets to be too much, and all he can do is hold on tight and call out her name as he thrusts in one last time, coming hard and fast inside of her. It's all he can do to gasp for air and try not to collapse against her in that moment of passion.]

[ It's okay, she won't call him out on it.

This time, anyway. Since the suddenness of how he wraps her arms around her and pulls himself close to her is actually really nice. She wants him to stay close to her and never let go, which is why she returns the favor, wrapping her arms around him but it's a little tightly.

Maybe she just doesn't want him to be apart from her. He's the only one that she's ever opened up to, that she's gotten close to, ever.

Perhaps a part of her is just selfishly afraid of him disappearing on her and leaving her all alone again. Maybe that's the real reason she wanted to do this.

But all of that doesn't matter in the heat of the moment, when she hears his voice pitch a bit higher than usual that she can't barely take it anymore. It's all a bit too much.

So much that it's honestly good timing when he pushes that one last time and finishes inside of her, because she finds herself grimacing at the same time around him, unable to really say his name as.her voice comes out as an incomprehensible mess of sounds before she's finished but at least she knows that they managed to do the mana transfer properly...

Although now she's kind of embarrassed - if a little out of it - at how much emotion she poured out.

She kind of wants to go to sleep after all that, though, as she's a bit worn out after how intense it was for her first time, but not yet. Besides, if she got a memory the last time she fell asleep, she's sure if her Servant knocks out now, he'll see hers.

And honestly she just wants to cuddle up with him a bit more. ]

[Even if they don't sleep, a little bit of rest is definitely needed. Atsushi isn't going to go spirit form either, not after something like that. So instead he adjusts his positioning slightly- pulling out of her and laying down with most of his body weight next to her on the bed, but with his head still on her shoulder- and reaches out blindly for her comforter, which he pulls over to at least partially cover both of them. There, now they won't get cold as their body temperatures drop.

He doesn't say anything, fearing that he'll wreck the moment, and instead he sighs contently as he just lays there. He doesn't really need to sleep, but he does feel a little drowsy now. He'll stay like that and do whatever Inaba does, though. If she sleeps, he'll sleep. If she wants to talk, he'll talk. But honestly, just laying there and enjoying the afterglow sounds nice.]

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