[ There's....a lot she hasn't talked with him about, involving her history, part because she doesn't want to delve into something that hurts, part because she's a little afraid he'll judge her about it, part because she thinks he might already know, what with him summoning them all to the game for specific reasons, hers apparently being her exposure to some nasty shit.
It's that last part that has her hopeful, because if he does already know what she went through and he doesn't care, she can toss out those purity standards she still feels compelled to inflict on herself.
All of that's going through her head a mile a minute, and she doesn't have the time to think through it all before she answers him, because she's tried to think through it before, and all that happened was she got a stomachache and didn't feel like doing anything besides scrubbing the dishes afterwards.
This allllllllll stemming from the fact that she's still floored he actively wants to sleep with her.
She's.
She's still getting used to it. So he'll probably notice the awkward three-second pause she took for all of those thoughts to fly at her again. ]
Did...did you have something in mind...? Specifically...
[ Sakura doesn't look at him, but she does slip her cardigan off and start folding it up. ]
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It's that last part that has her hopeful, because if he does already know what she went through and he doesn't care, she can toss out those purity standards she still feels compelled to inflict on herself.
All of that's going through her head a mile a minute, and she doesn't have the time to think through it all before she answers him, because she's tried to think through it before, and all that happened was she got a stomachache and didn't feel like doing anything besides scrubbing the dishes afterwards.
This allllllllll stemming from the fact that she's still floored he actively wants to sleep with her.
She's.
She's still getting used to it. So he'll probably notice the awkward three-second pause she took for all of those thoughts to fly at her again. ]
Did...did you have something in mind...? Specifically...
[ Sakura doesn't look at him, but she does slip her cardigan off and start folding it up. ]