I know... it's dumb, innit? Tryin' to do it all myself. But it's all I know how to do... even with Yuki and Dad around, I was alone. You... an' everyone else at the school... you were my first friends.

[Tired as she was, rambling away under a half-asleep state, she felt a pang in her chest at admitting that.]

An' I was scared every day I was gonna lose you...

[She meant 'you' in the sense of all of them, of course, but speaking to him directly made the implication of the statement far more personal to Bon than she meant it to.]