backyardbbq | Fate / AU CMO post

[Yeah, none of those thoughts of 'what comes next' or 'when this war ends they'll never see each other again.' Right now, this night is their night. And Atsushi plans on making the most of it.

Those sounds are encouraging, since if she's making needy noises then that's a good sign that she's too distracted to overthink things. So he keeps giving attention to her neck and collar bone. But as he does that, he shifts his weight a bit, leaning to let just one of his arms keep him propped up. With his other hand, he brings it down to encourage her leg to slip around his waist. With clothes still on both of them no sex will be happening quite yet, but he is absolutely going to rock down against her, testing the waters a bit.

Inaba might be able to notice just how 'excited' Atsushi is now too, if she missed the tenting in his boxers before.]

[ Overthinking will happen when she's a little more coherent and not distracted by the moment, her gaze following his every movement, although it's growing a little more difficult, the more attention that he seems to give her, only able to let out ragged breaths and desperate noises that betray how she usually was. High pitched in contrast to her normal lower register, something that nobody really gets to hear. Hell, he probably hasn't heard this kind of Inaba before, because she always put on the serious front most of the time.

But now she's way too distracted to even care about it, excitement pooling in the pit of her stomach, especially as he rocks against her. Even though she saw it earlier, it's much easier to notice like this. And she can't say that she hates it. No, it's the opposite; she's eager for more than this, as she rolls her hips up against his own in response, dragging out a rather elated sigh that speaks measures of how she seems to be enjoying herself. ]

Atsushi, please. . .

[ She manages those two words escaping her lips rather breathing with an obvious desire for what he wants to give her but doesn't state it outright. ]

[Even if he weren't her servant, there's no way he could deny Inaba right now.

He gives an affirmative noise, and he slides his hand up from Inaba's leg to her chest. They're not quite undressed, after all, and they'll have to untangle long enough to get out of the rest of their clothes. But as his hand slides over one of Inaba's breasts, he realizes something very important: he has no idea how bras work.

So, basically, he cups her boob and then stops for a moment. And then there's a confession murmured against her neck.]

Um...I might. Er.

This isn't a kind of clothing I'm familiar with.

[Please help him get your bra off, Inaba.]

[ Way to kill the moment in two seconds flat, Atsushi.

She kind of freezes up a bit at the sudden realization before letting out a huff in embarrassment, completely aware of her mistake before she just grabs his hand and tries to relax a bit. ]

Here, I'll show you. Don't let go of my hand and listen to me.

[ She'll guide him to her back and let him feel the clasp of her bra before explaining it. ]

Just unclasp that and then I can just slip off the straps.

[That is his one of his skills: Mood Killer B+.]

R-right.

[Give him a moment to fumble around with it, as the clasps are not the easiest thing to undo like this, but soon Inaba is free of her bra-constraints.

The skirt, at least, he won't have as much trouble with. Which just raises more questions.]

[ It's fine, Inaba's patient, although having practically no clothes on now makes her grow even more flustered, and she won't ask about the skirt.

No more mood killing for today. ]

I don't look weird like this, do I?

[ She can't help but ask, because she's feeling a little too self aware. ]

[What, Inaba wouldn't like the thought of Atsushi cross-dressing for an infiltration mission?

But anyway, Atsushi will take a moment to look Inaba over, really taking in the sight of her. He's seen nude women before, but he's never been with one, and especially not one he's felt so close to. Logically he knows her body is not perfect, but it sure does look perfect to him right now. It's enough to make his breath catch, at least.]

I think it's beautiful. You're beautiful.

[He's still sitting up, but he leans in now, reaching out to touch the newly-exposed skin. Even if Inaba's chest is significantly rounder than anything he has ever touched, it's got to be largely the same, right? And to test this, he reaches out to touch the soft skin, letting his thumb brush over one of Inaba's nipples.]

[ She would be down for him in a dress or skirt, but that obviously is not her first thought here.

Having him rove his eyes all over her body just makes her fluster, looking a little nervous until he tells her that she's beautiful and that just makes her swallow a lump in her throat.

Nobody's said that to her before, in front of her face. Sure, she knew that she was considered as such, that as the 'ice princess' at her school and people talked about how she has a model's body, but this is... different.

She isn't given much time to react, however, as she feels his warm hands on her chest, and how nice it is to have someone else touch her there. When his thumb rolls over her sensitive nipple, however, she can't help but let out a satisfied, shaky sigh. ]

You can touch me more, Atsushi... I want you to.

[ Her voice is practically breathless, but there's a bit of an edge to it, a desperation dripping there. ]

[He can hear that desperation, and it makes a shiver run down his spine.

It's so different this time, and not just because Inaba is a girl. His previous partners had all been so controlled during sex. No big reactions, nothing more than a sigh or a slight lilt to their words, or maybe a bit of shivering at orgasm. They had been in control, driving Atsushi mad with their touch, and yet they gave nothing in return.

But Inaba, she's different. Whether it's because of her inexperience or just that she's a different person from the others, she's showing him so much. It makes his heart feel light, and it drives him to want to do everything and anything for her. Including showing her just how much she's affecting him.]

R-right, I want to touch you too.

[He takes a moment to wet his thumb in his mouth, but soon he's rolling her nipple underneath it, swirling it around to try and get it nice and firm. His other hand joins the first too, giving attention to both of her breasts. He also remembers her reaction earlier, and he presses his hips close to hers. He's not grinding now- he doesn't have the proper leverage to do that currently- but he does press up against her firmly, giving her something to grind down against if she chooses to do so. And as he does that, he watches her with a flushed face, eager to see her reactions.]

[ Even if she did have any experience, she would wind up showing him this much, because that's just the kind of person she is; emotional to a fault in spite of how she usually acted normally.

And she actually likes being able to open herself like this.

In a way, it's honestly rather freeing. She doesn't have to pretend or overthink or act like this. In the moment, she isn't the ice princess at the school, or the failure of a magus.

She's just Inaba, and that's all that matters right now. Although she's going back to being flustered over how he nervously stutters that admission out, even as it sends a shudder coursing through her, a shaky breath passing her lips as she keeps her hands on his shoulders as leverage.

But if he wanted reactions, he's going to get plenty, since Inaba isn't the kind of person to be quiet, at least not entirely. Because she's definitely going to make quite a bit of noise against him, slow, needy moans that only seem to increase in volume as time passes. And if he wants her to grind against him because he's so close?

She'll give it to him in spades, both her cheeks and the tips of her ears completely red now as her gaze fixes on his own before she speaks up again. ]

Hey, you said I could touch you too, right? Show me.

[ Teach her, Atsushi. She wants to return the favor. ]

[He nods at her request, unable to say much more at that point. She's already doing quite a bit for him here, truthfully. Her grinding has him rock hard and ready to go, which is why he ultimately decides to lead her hand down to his crotch to have her touch him there.

He lets go of her breast for just a moment, so he can take her hand and guide it downwards between them. He doesn't just guide it to the outside of his boxer, though. No, if she goes along with it, he'll slip both of their hands under his waistband, leading her hand to warm, firm flesh.]

Right there.

[The words are breathless, but still audible. Go ahead, explore his body. He definitely likes feeling her hands on his skin.]

[ She easily allows him to guide her hand down there, although she finds herself feeling more and more embarrassed the closer her hand gets to the skin. But she doesn't stop him, because as flustered as she is, she wants this, too.

To touch and explore his body.

Her hand is right there, so she chooses to wrap her fingers around him, her gaze fixing on his as she speaks up, in a way that's a little timid: ]

Tell me if I'm doing anything wrong, Atsushi.

[ She shifts a little bit as her fingers roam his shaft, her dark brown eyes paying real close attention to any reactions he might give her. ]

[The answer she gets isn't words, but rather a soft, content sigh. The touch is light, but it feels good, and he unconsciously presses into Inaba's hand a little before he can stop himself. She wants to touch him, so he has to give her the chance to do that. He's got to let her get comfortable with their nudity before they can pick up the heat a bit.

Eventually he does find the words he's looking for, though, and he says them softly as his eyes flutter shut.]

It's good, just...mmm, like that.

[He's squirming a little bit under her touch, clearly wanting her hands everywhere at once. But he's trying not to be too demanding.]

[ To be fair to him, she doesn't actually mind it at all when he presses himself into her hand, even if it does catch her off guard a bit.

It's one thing to know about what he's doing and it's another to actually feel it.

And the fact that he is, in fact, squirming a little is a bit telling. ]

You know, you can ask for more if you want to.

Edited 2019-01-22 05:12 (UTC)

[No need to tell him twice, he'll let her know exactly what he wants.]

M-My chest too, it's sensitive.

[He won't guide her other hand there, but it's probably obvious what he means by 'chest'. Men have nipples too, after all. His own hands are busy anyway, tracing lines down Inaba's body and soon settling on her hips. She still has her underwear on, but he slides two of his fingers down the front of it, pressing against the fabric and giving her something to focus on as well. Admittedly this is where his lack of experience with the female body is showing, but he knows how this works in theory. He can go based on her reactions as well.]

[ Hearing him stutter like that is honestly really cute, and she kind of wants to hear more of it as well, so now that he's told her what he wants, she'll give it to him.

Although not immediately, instead dragging it out for as long as she can with her free hand, roaming up and down his sides before running her fingertips on his stomach before going higher, right to where he said he's sensitive and presses her thumb on the nipple there to see the expression he'd make.

Although he's also being distracting, given how he seems to press his fingers against the fabric of her underwear, making her flush and let out a sigh. She's also flustered because of it because he'll be able to tell now just how turned on she is through there with how her underwear seems to cling to her and how damp she is. ]

Shit--

[ It's a curse, but not in a bad way, as she finds herself catching her breath, pressing into his touch a little more, eager for him to give a little more. ]

[The slowness of her touch is maddening, and by the end of it he's practically whining for her to touch him more. He feels shaky and needy and can't quite express just what he needs, but she seems to be finding the right spots regardless.

But soon he's gasping out suddenly, and he's unable to suppress the shudder that runs through him. This is so good, but he needs more, and going by Inaba's movements he's pretty sure he's not the only one.]

Keep going, i-it's-

[Kissing her neck worked before, didn't it? And it's hard to keep his head up now anyway. So he's leaning in again, kissing and sucking with much more focus and dedication this time. And while he lavishes her neck with attention, his fingers are going to slip under her underwear and dip in between the folds of skin there, seeking out a certain sensitive spot to rub at. He's also curious to see just how wet she is, and if she's ready to take him. Because at this rate he's not going to be able to hold off much longer, and he wants to be able to finish this properly. They did need to transfer some mana, after all.]

[ He really is cute like that...

She honestly can't help but think that, and it probably helps bolster her confidence quite a bit, licking her lips in a way that shows just how needy she is for this, for more than just a simple mana transfer.

But if he's curious, he'll easily feel the answer soon enough when he actually touches her there. That, coupled with how he kisses her neck, seems to elicit louder sounds as she shudders quite a bit from underneath him, the bed creaking with her movements. ]

Atsushi, please, I can't handle it...

[Atsushi nods against her shoulder. Right, he gets it, she needs him. He needs her too, he needs her in a way he hasn't needed someone in a long, long time. This is far beyond mana transfer at this point, this is actual feelings. He's always liked Inaba, even just as a friend at first. But now he's pretty sure that what he feels is more than just a 'we're friends and get along' kind of thing.

He pulls his mouth away from her neck so he can look down as he shakily works his way out of his boxers. Inaba would have felt it already, but now she can see what he looks like, with nothing to hide any part of him. He blushes deeply, a little embarrassed by how turned on he is, but he mentally reminds himself that he should be anyway. Inaba's gorgeous, anyone would be turned on by her.

Then he reaches for her underwear, ready to pull it off if she shifts her hips to help him work them off. They can be naked together now!]

[ To be completely honest, this is the first time that she's actually needed someone. And more importantly than that, she's never been able to open up enough or even trust anybody as it is. While a good part of it was due to her natural personality, she was also a magus, even if she wasn't the family heir. She could never live a normal life, even if she wanted to. In the end, she would simply be in isolation.

But... she still wanted friends in spite of that.

That's why she wanted to wish for that on the grail to begin with, but now that they're like this, so desperate for one another, doing the act as more than just a simple mana transfer transaction, a part of her thoughts of her own wish lingered there.

Did she really need friends when she had someone who cares about her so much right in front of her?

She can mull on that later; instead, right now she chooses to focus on how he finally sheds his last article of clothing, revealing every last inch of him to her. This feels so intimate, like he's sharing with her his secrets, and maybe in a way, he kind of is, even if he has done this before with other men.

Drinking in the sight of him - and honestly, the fact that he's so turned on is kind of a turn on for her, too - she finds her breath stilling for a moment before he reaches out to tug her underwear off, which she'll easily assist him with by shifting a bit until it's gone, looking very red in the cheeks now that they're both completely nude. ]

Don't be hard on me for my first time, or else I'll be really mad, Atsushi.

[Oh look, their blushes match!

Also, he's struggling to keep from making a 'hard on' joke. He wants to make that joke so badly, but he knows it will kill the mood, and he's too Thirsty right now to kill the mood. He'll just have to file that joke away for next time.

Because there probably will be a next time. Now that Pandora's NSFW box has been opened, there's no going back.

Still, he offers her a warm smile, and he leans in to kiss her once more as he nudges her back. Here Inaba, lay down and let Atsushi take care of you. And when he breaks from the kiss, he'll finally speak up:]

I'll be gentle.

[He's true to his word, too. Because as he scoots closer and nudges her legs a bit further apart, he's gentle. His hands on her thighs, holding her so that he can position himself, are gentle. And as he finally pushes in, slowly filling her up, he goes slowly and with care to keep from hurting her. He cares about her, and he wants her to feel good.]

[ She'd probably hit him if he made that joke, so good call, Atsushi.

And given the fact that they still have a lot of Servants to fight? They probably will have to do this a second, or maybe even a third time. They still haven't gone against their strongest adversary yet; this mana transfer was mostly to get his strength back and keep him in the game after how much he's sapped out of her.

But in a way, this was also her way to show him her feelings without anything else getting in the way or making excuses to get out of it.

Now that Pandora's box (ha) is open, there's no way that things are going to stay the same between the two of them after all of this. She doesn't think that it would be possible for her to treat him like she did before, even if she knew that they had to maintain their Master and Servant relationship. But that's a thought best shelved for later, not in the moment.

Not even given a single chance to say much, he leans in to capture her lips with that smile of his that reassures her. She can trust him.

If he wants to take care of her, she certainly won't stop him, allowing herself to be lowered down onto her bee's matress, tossing the smile right back at him, something soft and surprisingly genuine, unlike her usual smiles that made her out like some sort of evil villain whenever she was amused.

She really appreciates his gentleness, and it means a lot to her, to be honest, because she's a little nervous. Then again, it's hard for her not to be, when she's revealing so much to him. And only to him.

When he starts pushing himself inside of her, however, that's when her breath hitches at the new sensation, her fingers gripping onto the mattress a little tightly her eyes closing shut tightly as she focuses on the sensation of him slowly pushing further as she can barely react with shaky breaths and needy sounds. ]

Mm... how is it?

[ Her words are half mumbled, wanting to know if being like this, being inside her feels good for him. ]

[Atsushi's first attempt at speaking comes out as a mess of garbled sounds, which makes him look a bit embarrassed before he ends up burying his face against her to hide his shame at not speaking properly. That's probably a good sign? As is the way he has to just stop and breathe one he's fully seated inside of her. Even his hands, which had been all over her not too long ago, are resting on either side of her head, as he props himself up on his elbows.

This is somehow easier and harder than his previous experiences, all at the same time. It's funny how sex works like that.]

I-If I move I think I might come right away.

[The admission sounds a touch guilty, and it is murmured against her shoulder. But that's not really an answer to her question, is it? So he lets out a little, needy whine before he speaks again.]

It's...good. I like it a lot.

[ The fact that he's embarrassed is definitely a good sign, one that she definitely has to keep her eyes open for because she can't help but think that it's kind of endearing to the point where she can't stifle a small laugh under her breath.

Even more so when he admits that. ]

It's fine if you do, Atsushi. I'm not going to get mad or anything. I might just make fun of you a bit, though.

[ Inaba.... why are you like this.

Nevertheless, her words seem to soften as she brings a hand up to cradle the side of his face before going up to thread through his hair. ]

But if you like this, then I can't complain too much.

But I don't want to come right away, I want to make you feel good too!

[Is he whining there? Maybe, a little bit. But he's speaking honestly too, he wants Inaba to enjoy this as well. And that hand in his hair does feel nice, and it reassures him a little bit.]

Just...tell me if it's alright?

[He might need a little positive reinforcement to not lose his nerve here.

Still, once he feels grounded enough, he'll start to move. First pulling back, then pushing back in. It's not slow, but the pace is even and not too intense yet. He's keeping it tame for both of their sakes at the moment.]

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