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Atsushi Nakajima - 中島 敦 ([personal profile] moonlightbeast) wrote in [community profile] backyardbbq2019-02-06 08:40 pm

TIGER SQUARED

[It's the bright light that gets to Atsushi first, making him squint as he holds up an arm to shield his eyes. It's so bright here, brighter than his own world. Maybe it's because he's outside during the day, instead of sleeping off his insomnia and waiting for night time? Who knows.

But this world is different.

It's 'a world in which Dazai-san didn't die.'

He knows what he's done is unforgivable. He knows that, if Dazai remembers anything, he'll hate Atsushi forever. But Atsushi doesn't care. He went three months knowing how to save Dazai and not giving in to that temptation. Three long, long months. Then the temptation just became too great, and he gave in.

'Maybe, with some experimenting, I can find a world where they both live.' That is his thought process.

That will take time to sort out, though, and the book apparently has a cooldown before it can be used again. So Atsushi will have to live in this world for ten days, and come up with a plan of action for his next attempt.

Pulling up his hood, Atsushi glances around nervously. He has the book tucked safely into an inner pocket of his coat, but it feels heavy there. It's the most precious thing he has ever handled, and he knows he has to keep it safe. Because if he loses it, then he loses his chance to fix everything. And if he loses his chance to fix everything, then he will have betrayed Dazai's trust for nothing. Even he couldn't survive that.

But here in Yokohama, in the middle of the day, Atsushi might learn a few things. Like how he's not the only 'Atsushi' around, and that by writing 'I want to see Dazai-san again' he has made it so he exists in this world too, when he really shouldn't. It's going to become a big mess very, very soon.
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[personal profile] mantiger 2019-05-01 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Don't call me out like this.

[ Atsushi pouts a little bit but that soon shifts into something else the moment their lips meet once again. It's nice, and completely involved and it's enough to distract him from thinking too much, from touching too much...

He's a virgin, after all, so getting so involved like this is a little overwhelming and distracting. But he does enjoy it altogether, given that he is leaning into his touch like a cat. ]
Edited (icon trick pls) 2019-05-01 05:45 (UTC)

[personal profile] mantiger 2019-05-06 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ WHY YOU BULLI..........

Nevertheless, Atsushi does feel that smirk. It's enough to make his pout stick onto his face like glue. At least for like, a moment or two before feeling Nakajima's hand snake down to his hip to keep him in place.

He's unsure of what's going to happen before he feels the teeth graze onto his skin, but it isn't exactly a bad thing, even if the mark only lasts for a short while. But Nakajima is definitely getting Atsushi to let out a yelp of surprise when blood's drawn in spite of himself.

Even if he's aware of his healing abilities. ]

[personal profile] mantiger 2019-05-06 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ And so it begins.

Atsushi might not exactly have the same hangups, but it's still painful enough that he's making whining noises. ]


You don't have to bite so hard...!!