backyardbbq | SCP CMO post

Aaah, that sounds nice. You know the area better, too.

[ Sakura takes his wandering hand and holds it for a minute, thinking. And then she smiles, pulling it up to her cardigan's clasp--the singular clasp holding it shut, situated in the middle of her chest. ]

More importantly, though...

[Ah.]

More importantly, we have an abundance of free, personal time right now. And I believe that people sometimes claim a space as their own in 'creative' ways?

[Look at him making a sex joke as he takes the hint and undoes the clasp on Sakura's cardigan.]

[ There's no part of her that expected him to make a crack like that. None whatsoever. This conversation suddenly feels like it took place in an entirely different lifetime. ]

I-I, um...

[ Maybe it did. It was, what, four months ago? That they were sitting in a room in a different world struggling to make eye contact because she'd taken a nice sentiment in a filthy way and here he is talking about breaking in her bedroom with sex.

For a few seconds, her brain short circuits. ]

[ There's....a lot she hasn't talked with him about, involving her history, part because she doesn't want to delve into something that hurts, part because she's a little afraid he'll judge her about it, part because she thinks he might already know, what with him summoning them all to the game for specific reasons, hers apparently being her exposure to some nasty shit.

It's that last part that has her hopeful, because if he does already know what she went through and he doesn't care, she can toss out those purity standards she still feels compelled to inflict on herself.

All of that's going through her head a mile a minute, and she doesn't have the time to think through it all before she answers him, because she's tried to think through it before, and all that happened was she got a stomachache and didn't feel like doing anything besides scrubbing the dishes afterwards.

This allllllllll stemming from the fact that she's still floored he actively wants to sleep with her.

She's.

She's still getting used to it. So he'll probably notice the awkward three-second pause she took for all of those thoughts to fly at her again. ]

Did...did you have something in mind...? Specifically...

[ Sakura doesn't look at him, but she does slip her cardigan off and start folding it up. ]

[There is indeed a lot they haven't talked about, partially because Watanuki is pretty bad at instigating talks about uncomfortable subjects. He knows enough of it to know that sex in general can be a difficult topic, even if his knowledge of her situation boils down to basically what someone could find on wikipedia.

Her hesitation gets him to pause too, because he had interpreted her moving his hand to her cardigan as permission to instigate amorous activities. Past encounters between them had been initiated similarly, with gentle touches and indirect talk about it. Had he misread that? He pulls his hand away, partially in confusion and partially out of worry.]

I...er. I thought you had something specific in mind here?

[He does actively want to sleep with her, troubling past or no. He wouldn't have continued to be with her if he didn't want to be. But now he hesitates, because he thinks Sakura might have something specific on her mind at the moment.]

But if you didn't, then we can talk instead?

Edited 2019-08-17 04:45 (UTC)

I did. Er--I do. It's just, the way you phrased it...

[ Sakura sets her cardigan off to the side and turns back to him. ]

Nevermind. I was thinking about some things, but...I dont want to think too deeply, right now. Unless...it's about you.

[ 'Don't think' has served her pretty well when it came to her various hangups. She has a feeling it will have to be talked about eventually, but not right now. Right now she's just watching his face and meeting his concerned look with a soft smile.

She crawls a bit closer, sitting up on her knees and settling her hands on his shoulders. ]

And...I don't want to talk, either.

[ If he'll let her, she'll start to push him back on the bed. ]

Edited 2019-08-17 08:14 (UTC)

[Ah.]

I think we can do that.

[Both the 'not thinking' and 'not talking', he means. He tends to mess things up when he talks too much, so not talking at all is a much better idea.

He lets himself get pushed down onto the bed, only really moving against Sakura's guiding for a moment or two to untangle his legs and keep them from ending up underneath him. Soon he's on his back, gazing up at Sakura with eyes full of affection and need.

He's tempted to pull her down to join him, but he's going to take a moment to give her a smug-yet-questioning look first. Is this what you were hoping for, Sakura? To have him all laid out for her eyes like this?]

[ She pulls back to--let her just. Take her ribbon off and retie her hair into a little ponytail. Better to get her hair out of the way for this.

But once she's done, she will turn back and lean over him, that mischievous gleam having come back into her eyes. ]

What's that look on your face for, hmmm? I like how you look underneath me.

Maybe I like looking up at you like this.

[Watanuki never tries to hide just how much of a bottom he is. Well...'bottom' in the sense that he likes having his back on the bed during sex. His knees get weak and he flops over too easily if he's up on top. At least if he's the one laying down then he can keep himself stable while in the heat of the moment.

His hand slides up to her face, cupping her cheek gently. He likes all the little touches too, ones just like this.]

Join me?

[ That works out in their favor, at least; most of the positions she likes have her on top. Getting the feeling of control and such.

Him touching her face makes her pause, because she's also still getting through the whole "you can have fun sleeping with someone and it's not all desperation and bad feelings" thing, since as much as she and Shirou loved each other, they never really slept together in happy circumstances.

She continues to be a mess, basically, albeit a mess that is slowly getting cleaned up thanks to her present living situation and a lot of kindness and patience. ]

If you keep saying things like that, I won't be able to look you in the eye, ehehe...

[ She is a blushy one.

But there's a nod, and she lowers herself down to his level, settling on her elbow. ]

[Honestly? Watanuki is glad to see Sakura growing in that direction. She may be a mess, but that doesn't bother him much. After all, he's a mess as well. Stable people don't play murder mystery games with actual murder in the name of preserving a dead person's honor, after all.

But hey, they can both help each other be less of a mess. They can grow together.]

That just makes me want to talk more, you know. Do you want the clean or dirty version of what I like about you?

[That is said with a light, teasing tone as his other arm slips up to cradle Sakura's back, pulling her into a half-hug of sorts.]

[ Ah, this is how she's going to die, isn't it? From Watanuki actually managing to be smooth. ]

Um...both?

[ She's curious, despite her impending embarrassment. ]

[Let him live, Sakura.]

I like how big your heart is, for one. Everything you do is with a sense of dedication and care. You're always taking care of little things that I wouldn't even think of at first, like remembering meals and such, and it makes my heart feel warm every time you bring me a meal or usher me off to bed after a long day. That love and care, it makes your soul as beautiful as the rest of you.

[There's the clean version, at least.]

[ I'm sorry, did he want her to cry? Because she looks like she's about to. ]

Th-that's...

[ what the hell did she do to deserve him? Huh, universe? She's having another existential moment, now.

So clearly the best course of action is for her to weakly push at him. She's trying to imitate that panicky, over-the-top anime way she gets when she's embarrassed or anxious, but she's not fooling anyone. The look on her face pretty clearly reads that she's touched and doesn't know what to say. ]

Aaaaaah, I thought you were going to say something like "you look nice when you put your hair up"!

Well, that's true too. But all of you is nice, not just your hair.

[Her act is definitely not fooling anyone, and he'll pull her into a loose hug. This is partially because he wants to hug her and support her, but it's also because he doesn't think he can dirty-talk at a normal voice and wants to try whispering it into her ear instead.]

My thoughts on your hair being tied up fall under 'dirty' anyway.

[ Sakura gives up on trying to lean on her elbow and settles on his chest instead, face steadily reddening. She can't even look at him! She just puts her cheek against him and lets her eyes flutter around while she tries to think of what to say.

Does she want to hear what the dirty section is, if he's already reduced her to this wibbly blushing mess? ]

What, um...what's that section...?

[ She's preemptively preparing to flip out some more. ]

[He's certainly trying to get a rise out of her. Though he's hoping for a more sexually charged one, not just embarrassing her. They're supposed to be doing the sex thing, after all, so sexy talk is a good idea right?]

I really, really like it when you tie up your hair. It reminds me of what you've done with your mouth before, and it makes me think about doing it again.

[Given his use of indirect language and the blush on his face now, it's probably safe to say that Watanuki's dirty-talk is going to be flowery like this rather than crude. Whoops.]

[ She'd been aimlessly tapping her fingers while he was talking, but when he says that, her hand stills.

Holy shit.

Uh. Success? Her face is still red as hell, but she's not flipping out. What is the world coming to, he's actually being legitimately smooth. ]

...if, um--if you liked it that much, I don't mind...doing it again...

[Enjoy the moment, he will probably mess it up later.]

I would like that very much.

[A pause, and then he stumbles a bit as he says the next part:]

But, er, only if I can do it in return too.

[ ................................. ]

Um, do you remember that conversation we had, at the island, when I said I was going to start cooking for you? The one that was a little...

[ the Sakura Gravely Misunderstands Clamp Terminology And Embarrasses Both Of Them conversation

this uh

this sure is what she was picturing for those 2 seconds her mind went in the gutter. him going down on her.

they've come full circle, how beautiful. Her face is as red as it can possibly get, but she doesn't really look embarrassed anymore. ]

I've thought about it from time to time...so, um, if you're willing, I'd--I'd like it a lot.

[ Sakura sits up and affectionately runs a hand through his hair. ]

But...I want to--go first, if that's okay.

Edited (Actually let me rewrite this tag) 2019-08-25 14:10 (UTC)

[He certainly does remember that conversation, and it makes him think of a terrible joke to say. But he'll save that for later, because he's smart enough to not ruin the mood with a joke right now. He can ruin the afterglow instead ohoho~]

I was about to say 'ladies first', but alright.

[Technically it could still be 'ladies first' anyway since they're both participating here anyway.

As Sakura sits up, Watanuki leans up a bit and props himself up on his elbows. He's still mostly laying down, but now he can watch a bit better. He knows he'll be a moaning mess before too long anyway, so he wants to be as encouraging as possible before then.]

No one has ever...done that for me, so...

[ She wants time to...think it over? Or something.

Sakura leans in to give him a kiss, lingering and cloying, while her hand drops to his stomach, dragging lower and lower. She takes the slow route sometimes. ]

A new experience, then.

[And he does like doing new things with Sakura, so.

Luckily, Watanuki is in a patient mood for the time being. That's likely to change, given how bossy he can get during sex, but for now the slow touches and equally slow kisses are welcome. Sakura is taking the lead at the moment, after all, so he will follow her lead.

He does shift his weight onto one of his elbows so he can make use of his other hand, though. Said hand will be cupping Sakura's cheek gently as they kiss.

Also, Watanuki is wearing one of his usual kimonos at the moment. Undressing him will be a simple task.]

[ Bossy, sure, but who's the one (sexually) wearing the pants here, Watanuki? It's only a matter of time before pegging gets involved, uhuhuhuhuhu.

She knows he can get impatient, though, so she doesn't move too slowly, despite that being her own preferred pace. After a few minutes, Sakura breaks away and starts to untie his obi. ]

So, was there something else you were going to say? Besides liking my hair up.

[ Seeing as she's about 60 seconds away from giving him head, she's far less likely to feel embarrassed about whatever he might have to say. Strategy..... ]

Edited 2019-08-31 06:22 (UTC)

[Honestly pegging would make him a very happy man, he likes bottoming in that way and it's been a long time since he's been filled by anything, flesh or plastic. Be careful about that suggestion, he will immediately agree to it.

And that is a solid strategy, Sakura, because Watanuki is going to give her a wicked look as he leans back and lets her undo his clothes.]

I like how your kisses are like fire against my skin, and how you can pin me down and it leaves me feeling excited. I like how you know my body so well that I don't even have to tell you where to touch me anymore. But most importantly, I like the way you look in my lap, with nothing between us but our own hushed words.

[It's amazing how he can say some absolutely filthy things without a single curse word involved, isn't it?]

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