backyardbbq | Fate / AU CMO post

[ This is definitely a part of the "anything else" category, but it's definitely not a bad thing, especially given how her puts more pressure into the kiss, leaning in a little more.

If he's in her space now, there's no way to hide her fluster and how much she wants it - wants him to kiss her more, a rather pleased noise from the back of her throat as she brings her hand from the sheets to his shoulder, wanting to pull him in closer, to have him join her on the bed. ]

[Honestly, that's the way they're headed at this point. It takes a bit, but soon he will end up sliding onto her lap, with his knees pressing into the bed on either side of her waist. This is when his arms also end up around her, with one hand buried in her hair and the other loosely holding her waist.

This is pretty nice, he decides. He's always liked kissing, and kissing with Inaba is turning out to be one of his favorite things to do. It's going to be a hassle to keep from sneaking smooches later, though.]

[ Having him on her lap like this is honestly quite arousing to the point where she can practically hear her own heart race in excitement as the kiss seems to linger; even more so now that he's so close to her.

It's her first time kissing someone, but she already knows that she wants more of it. Which is probably made even more apparent with the soft noises that she seems to make that only seem to grow louder with each passing second. She really doesn't want to stop. ]

Edited (. . . I FORGOT AN ICON WTF ME) 2019-01-03 22:50 (UTC)

[Those noises she is making are encouraging, and it's doing wonders to build up his self-confidence. He has to pull away from the kiss for a moment so he can catch his breath, but in that wordless moment he is left gazing at Inaba in a way he's never done before. There's a heat there, a sense of wanting that had been absent previously.

And then he's diving right in for another kiss, and this one involves a bit more tongue action than before. He's licking at her bottom lip, asking for permission to slip it in.

As he does that, his hand slides down to the bottom of her sweater and slips under it, letting him palm at the skin underneath her clothes.]

[ She's feeling rather breathless the moment he pulls himself away from her; the look that he gives her, one that she hasn't seen on anyone else before, but she actually kind of likes it.

But she isn't given too much time to linger on it as he dives back in for yet another searing kiss, her lips parting the very moment she feels his tongue, allowing him in eagerly, a quiet way of telling him just how much she wants this. Wants him, desperate and needy.

A shiver even runs down her spine when she feels fingertips on her skin another sound slipping through as she leans into the touch. Yeah, this is definitely what she wants. ]

[It's good to see all of those signs that she's getting into this. Atsushi is a bit anxious in general, he might lose his nerve if not for Inaba's enthusiasm.

As their tongues slide together and mix in a way that feels absolutely wonderful, Atsushi's hand will slide up Inaba's bare skin, hiking up her shirt a bit as his hand moves. He doesn't move to pull it off yet, leaving it in place while touching Inaba's skin. He can already feel himself getting uncomfortably warm in his clothes, and he knows they'll need to stop to strip soon. But for now he's going to enjoy his time touching her, letting this moment stretch on a bit.

With a bit of his bravery left, Atsushi will pull a daring move: his hand comes up to cup her breast, testing to see if it's too soon for a more sensual touch or not.]

[ It's almost too much for her, even for her first time. The feeling of the warmth of his tongue against her own makes her feel safe. And the fact that she's allowing him to touch her in the first place when she held so much issues with people getting close to her, when she has an innate problem with trust — it actually means a lot, that she's allowing this much vulnerability.

A shudder runs down her spine at the feel of how his fingertips run across her skin, her breath hitching even as they kiss. Her heart seems to race quick in her chest and she can feel her stomach flip a bit, a mixture of emotions there: nervousness, excitement, an eager anticipation for more. . . and even though there's a part of her that wants him to take things further, the slower pace is nice in of itself, too.

But what catches her off guard is the suddenness of how he goes all the way up to her chest. She lets out a surprised noise, breaking the kiss a bit as she feels her cheeks flush even harder now. ]

Ah, sorry, I didn't mean to—

[The separation is quite sudden, but Atsushi doesn't seem to mind. In fact, he's chuckling warmly as he listens to Inaba's apology.]

You don't have to apologize for that.

[Too fast, then? That's alright, they can go at this another way.

Atsushi lets go of Inaba, sliding his hand out from under her shirt and letting it fall back down. He pulls back just far enough to give them a little bit of room, but not so far that he leaves her lap. Once he has a little bit of space to work with, though, he's going to pull off his own shirt and toss it to the side. There you go, Inaba! Now you get an eyeful of shirtless! Atsushi.

But with himself exposed like this, he does offer Inaba a smile as he explains.]

You can touch me too, you know.

[ His laughter, as warm as it might be is enough to make her frown deeply even though the flush doesn't seem to fade from her cheeks. Although now they're there more out of embarrassment now instead of the desire and eagerness for more. Even though she still does want more. Definitely wants more.

Her eyes fix on him entirely as she watches him strip his shirt off, her lips parting as she's unable to say anything for the longest time.

And to be honest, she still can't say much, instead, reaching out to place her palm on his chest, tentatively as she rakes her fingers higher and higher, reaching out to find his heart.

Even if he's a Heroic Spirit. . . he still has one, right? And more importantly, does he like it when she touches him? ]

[The second question gets a much quicker response. Even as she's dragging her fingers up his chest, the pink tinge to his cheeks starts to spread down his face and neck. Atsushi is one of those people that flushes all over, it seems. He's certainly pale enough for it. And with the way his breathing picks up, it's pretty easy to see that yes, he likes this. He likes this a lot.

But that just gets further confirmed when Inaba finally reaches the right spot. He does indeed have a heartbeat, that little pulse traveling through his veins and echoing out to Inaba's hand. It's the proof that, ultimately, even a heroic spirit has life to them. And this life-beat seems to be speeding up as Inaba touches him too.

Atsushi is patient, though, and he gives Inaba a chance to look him over and explore. It's not hard to guess at what she's looking for, and it actually gets a shy smile out of him.]

Expecting something else?

No, not at all. . .

[ While it's definitely a little surprising, she honestly didn't think that she should have expected anything else. And she likes hearing the way his breathing picks up, how she's the one to be eliciting all of that out of him.

And she likes it.

She likes it a lot, enough to keep her hand right there, wanting to feel the changes there as she leans in close to press her lips against his once again. ]

[Well, he did tell her it was okay to touch him. She seems pretty virginal too, so he won't hold the lack of an understanding as to what 'touch me' means against her. Not until he has a chance to teach her, at least.

And there's an exciting thought: teaching someone how to have sex. Being on the receiving end of that education had been pretty damn intense, but not bad. He'll gladly try his best to teach her too.]

Mmm...

[She's getting a hang of this kissing thing pretty quick, though. She must be a fast learner. Which is all the better, they don't have months and months for her to practice. As much as he wish they did.

With her hand on him and their lips meeting once more, Atsushi will settle down into Inaba's lap a bit more, making himself comfortable while they continue with their making out. His arms drape loosely over her shoulder, ostentatiously for balance but in reality it's just so that he can have another point of contact with her. And as he settles into place there, straddling Inaba's lap as they kiss, she might be able to feel another sign of how much he like this particular arrangement. One that isn't too weird for him, but is probably very new to a girl without much hands-on experience.]

[ She is very much aware of it, but chooses not to go lower just yet. Even if they don't have all the time in the world, she still wants to take this at her own pace.

But if he wants to teach her, she'll gladly and eagerly take whatever advice that he gives. He's the one who has more experience in matters like this, so she should be the one allowing him the lead to begin with.

The sounds he makes whenever they kiss, however, is something that she'll never find old. It's an addicting sound that she could honestly hear over and over again and she'd still beg for more of it. Would it be out of desperation? Or need? It's kind of difficult to tell.

With her free hand, she brings it around his waist to keep herself close to him, parting her lips eagerly for him as to give him more access as well as to silently tell him that if he wants to give her more and teach her? He can lead her. The Master and Servant arrangement doesn't matter; she'll treat him as her equal and allow herself to be vulnerable around him.

And only him.

Especially since she can practically feel just how aroused he is right now. ]

[Either of those words would be accurate at the moment, especially with how Atsushi is expressing himself with a rather involved kiss. Knowing how Inaba acts around others, he's pretty sure this is a treat that only he will get to experience. And somehow, just that knowledge alone makes the night even hotter.

That gives him some courage, too. It's enough to get him to push forward and nudge Inaba back a bit, trying to guide her to lay down on the bed. Sure, they could have stripped her clothes on first, but details. Those will come off soon enough anyway. He'll let her set that pace, though, as he doesn't want to spook her. He can get naked first, it's fine.

He'll break the kiss, but only for a moment, so he can breathlessly tell her one thing:]

I'm yours, Inaba-san. Tell me what you want.

[Not because she's his master, but because he wants to treat her right.]

[ Maybe in another lifetime she'd be able to open herself up a little more easily to others and even perhaps allow herself a little more room in her heart. But for now, Atsushi is enough for her.

He's the only one that she could consider herself close to, even if she's never really considered him as a friend.

No, he's more than that to her, and even more than that... after all of this, she might not never see him ever again. So she shouldn't get too attached. Even if it's already too late for that. She's enjoying this kiss way too much, after all, to the point where it's easy to coerce her all the way down onto the bed, her cheeks flush as her dark gaze fixes onto his own.

Besides, he's said the magic words that strikes straight to her heart.

I'm yours, he says. She knows he's not saying those words out of any obligation, or because she's his Master. And that's why she says aloud, her words hot and heavy: ]

First of all, you don't. . . have to refer to me with the honorific. Please.

If that's what you would like, then.

[Once again, the request is granted not because she is his master, but because he wants to give that control over to her. It's an act of love, not obligation. Even if what they have is really stretching the definition of 'love' a bit.

He keeps his eyes on her, watching her expression as he shifts a bit to slot one of his legs in between hers. It's nothing too intense yet, but a bit of pressure there might be a good idea, or so he thinks. This always felt nice for his male partners, to be intertwined like this, so maybe she will like it too.]

Inaba~

[There is a touch of singsong to his voice there, but it's mostly out of happiness rather than to tease. Saying her name like that, it feels nice. Almost as nice as it feels to press against her and get intimately close.]

[ Her heart seems to skip a beat both for a mixture of things. Both because of how tangled up they already are and how he says her name in a way that she's never heard anybody say it before. To be honest, she'd push it a little more to have him call her by first name, but it's embarrassing.

This is already making her embarrassed.

Which is made obvious how her breath hitches a bit and even pitches as she says his name, in a way that obviously longs for more. ]

Atsushi. . .

[ At the very least, she does seem to like everything he's given her so far. ]

[It doesn't really have to be this involved, technically. Mana transfer can be much more rigid and scientific, and actually tends to be for most master and servant pairs. It looks like a business transaction, and in some ways it really is. They could quickly get it over with, if that's what either of them wanted.

But now that they're here, Atsushi doesn't want that. As he's laying here with her, smoothing his hands over her chest and stomach while one of his legs rubs up against Inaba, he's very much aware of the fact that he wants to do more with her. That he actually wants to enjoy this moment.

So instead of responding verbally, he leans into so sing praises to her in another manner, pressing kisses into the soft skin on her neck. He'll refrain from leaving any marks there, but there might be a bit of tongue involved in those open-mouth kisses to her neck, leaving the skin there damp. And as he does that, both hands slide under her sweater, and his fingertips begin to paint patterns across the bare skin there.

He wants to take his time and make this moment memorable.]

[ While Inaba herself is very much aware that the act didn't necessarily have to be this involved, that it could have been just a simple emotionless sex and treated it like just another ritual, she didn't want her first time to be like that. And it's becoming evidently clear that Atsushi doesn't want it to be like that, either, so the feeling is mutual.

He doesn't have to say a single word for her to get that. Not when all his actions speak much louder to her than any words do, especially when she can feel her body shiver underneath his touch, her toes curling into the sheets, her breath shudder and shake the moment his lips catch the hollow of her neck. It's almost a bit overwhelming because there's just so much going on that her mind is swimming.

It's not necessarily a bad thing, however, as she tries her best to focus her mind on other, more important things, allowing her fingertips to dip a little lower, dancing down his chest and stomach to where the hem of his pants are, looking at him without saying a single word, her dark brown eyes searching for his approval.

Should she do it or did he want to? ]

[He feels her hands before he sees that look in her eyes, and he lets out a huff of amusement. Is she trying to get him fully naked before she even takes off her socks? Because that's what this feels like.

He doesn't seem to mind too much, though, because he gives her a little nod. Go ahead Inaba, do as you like. He's going to busy himself with working that sweater off of her, though. He's not going to be the only undressed person here.]

[ Hey, she's the (technical) Master here, she could probably get him completely undressed before she gets any of her clothes off and that would be fine with her but she is not wasting a Command Seal on something like this. That would be stupid and she would never hear the end of it.

But if he's letting her do as she wishes, just give her a moment to work on unbuttoning, unbuckling and unzipping the pants first before she moves her arms away from him to help Atsushi get the sweater off of her before tossing it to the side. Although now that it's gone, she's looking a little more flustered because he can actually see her slender, model-like body with plenty of curves to her, the only thing covering her upper half now being the dark lace bra that matched the color of her hair. ]

This is kind of embarrassing now. . .

[Atsushi wouldn't want her wasting a command seal on that anyway. Those things are valuable, and given how fully and completely he loses himself in the Beast sometimes, those command seals might be needed later.]

Nudity can be a bit embarrassing, I suppose.

[And then he pauses for a moment, humming thoughtfully.]

We could always do it still dressed? Or partially-dressed, I guess.

[Since it would be even sillier for them to both get dressed again at this point. Besides that, Atsushi is definitely enjoying the view of Inaba's body there, and he finds himself licking his lips in anticipation before he speaks.]

Though being naked has its uses too. Want to see?

[He's got ideas. Filthy ideas.]

"I suppose"...

[ She grumbles that quoted phrase out, pouting a little bit, although she doesn't make any sudden movements just yet, instead just eyeing him rather carefully and curiously.

With the way he says it... ]

Show me.

[ Even with as shy as she is, her words come off as a demand rather than a request, wanting to see exactly what sort of ideas are going on in his mind. ]

[Sorry Inaba, he's a little less nervous about it since he's had sex before. Besides, he's pretty sure she's about to be distracted anyway. Because one of the benefits to undressing is a lot, lot more skin to kiss.

He ends up sliding between her legs first, so he can get nice and close to her. He still has his boxers on, but there's a lot of bare skin out there for him as well, and he tends to run warm as it is. So he presses close to Inaba, letting his hands slide along her sides and up past her shoulders, eventually planting them on either side of Inaba's head. Then he goes for the juncture at her collarbone, leaning in to kiss and suck gently at it. A little attention there to show what he means, mostly.]

[ You're not sorry at all.

But if the plan is to distract Inaba, it certainly is working, as she feels the warmth of his body against her own, another sign that he's alive, even if the back if her mind tells her that he's a Heroic Spirit and that this moment is something that's fleeting and won't last in the end.

But she won't think about that right now. If she does, she'll only make herself sad.

Instead, she focuses on the moment, on how his hands running up her sides make her shudder with anticipation, how he can feel the flush of her cheeks once they stop at the side of her face. For a second, she wonders what more he's going to do, but she isn't even given the chance to voice that thought when he suddenly dives back in to kiss her skin.

Oh.

This is nice. She can't help but let out needy sounds when he does that, unable to say anything coherent; just leaning into it a little to show him that she likes that. She likes it a lot. ]

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