backyardbbq | Time for SMOOCHES (open CMO post)

[When she says it like that, it feels dirty. But that's not enough to deter him, the heat that's picking up in his veins combined with the way her gaze works him up is enough to override that need to hide himself away. It still takes him a few seconds to find his voice to answer her, though. Talking and jerking himself off at the same time is difficult.]

It's...mmm...

[His breath starts to pick up, and his eyes flutter shut.]

I think about you, you know. And thinking about you makes it feel even better.

[Hearing and seeing her, even if she's not touching him, is the best feeling though. Because more than anything, he wants to do all of this with her.]

Huh?

[ She shouldn't be so surprised. This isn't the first time someone's told her that they thought about her as they jerked off. And it wasn't as if she hasn't teased anyone about the matter, either.

And now she's a little curious. ]

You say you think about me, but... mm, what exactly do you think about?

[If he weren't already bright red from the fact that he's jerking off in front of Inaba, then he might have gone red at the thought of admitting to these kinds of secrets. But with the flush going from his cheeks to his shoulders, it's hard to really react visibly any further.

There is a tremble to his voice as he answers her, though.]

If I tell you, you won't get grossed out, right? It's...er... not the 'normal' kind of sex.

[It's totally butt stuff, and probably not the kind of 'butt stuff' Inaba might imagine.]

[ Oh no.

She can hear the tremble in his voice and that causes her breath to catch in her throat just a little. ]

I'm not going to be grossed out, okay? Whatever you suggest is probably better than any of the cursed things I've seen in doujinshis.

...ironically it's their fault.

[Because they usually have him bottoming, and that put ideas in his mind.

Also he's going to stop toying with himself here, so he can give her a legit answer without getting distracted. Though he still glances away, like it's something shameful. ]

I...um...we would need a few extra things, because you don't have the right parts, but. I'd like you to be 'on top'. That's what I think about.

[ And now her face is burning scarlet because now she's thinking about it and-- ]

... So basically you want me to peg you with a strap-on.

[ She sounds completely unsurprised? ]

...yes.

Why don't you sound surprised by that?

I was thinking that it was going to be something wilder.

No...? Just how kinky do you think I am?

... Less than me, apparently.

What kinks were you imagining, then?

[His 'showing off' has been derailed, but this might get them back on track. ]

Ah, well-- they're kind of embarrassing? You better not laugh, okay?!

It took a lot of courage to share mine, I'm not gonna laugh at yours.

[ AND NOW SHE'S BLUSHING, immediately glancing away nervously as she answers, sheepish: ]

... being tied up and blindfolded so the only thing I can do is listen to your voice as you have your way with me.

[There is a noticeable pause there, because Atsushi is screaming internally as he realizes that one of her kinks is firmly in the 'do not want' category. Because being tied up and blindfolded is anything but sexy in the context of the mafia.]

That...is quite the thing, yes. Much kinkier than what I had in mind.

Ah-

[ She immediately frowns because she knows that he's pausing and she knows exactly why. Which is why even in spite of her embarrassment, she is slowly nudging this to something a little serious.

Just for a bit. ]

... I won't force you to do anything that you don't want or like though, Atsushi. And it's not like it's the only option I have in mind, anyway.

[ She has a lot of ideas. ]

[It's a blessing that Inaba understands him so well, because having to explain why blindfolds and restraints terrify him is not a conversation he really wants to have. Now, or ever.

...he might be able to get into it if the restraints are cloth, instead of rope, and it's not him who is tied up. But that's for another day.]

Let's hear what's on your mind, then.

[Talk kinky to him, Inaba. They'll find one they can agree on.]

[ She... has a good idea as to why, but let's not get into that conversation right now. ]

To be honest, I just like hearing your voice.

[ She wants him to talk dirty to her????? ]

And, ah- [...] Is it bad I want to see you in a dress?

[Dirty talk is actually something that Beast!Atsushi might be better than regular!Atsushi at, so that can happen. The rest of what she says, though, that gets him to blush deeply.]

Ah...and, er, do more to me in that dress?

[This is the sound of someone who might actually be interested in something like that.]

[ If he ever decided to indulge her in that?

She'd probably lose her goddamn mind. She doesn't say anything verbally, but she does nod. ]

...

[His face is getting that red quality to it, the one it usually gets when he has an idea but is embarrassed to suggest it. Normally it's reserved for when he wants to ask Inaba out to the movies or something though.]

Um...if we're going to do that, then...do you know how to do 'that' to a guy? B-because, um, I can teach you if you need to know.

I might have some ideas, but they might be a little bit... since. Misconceptions can happen in fiction. So I want you to teach me.

[ Now they're both red in the face. ]

Yeah, it's...yeah. I'll teach you.

[He's seen those doujins, Inaba. No spit for lube.

Speaking of which, he's going to go ahead and reach for that bottle of lube again, so he can get a good amount on his fingers.]

It's really messy, and slippery. They don't tell you that, but you really want to change your sheets when you're done. And you have to use a lot of this stuff, because if you don't then you get a mess of a different kind, and that's worse.

[And what is he going to do with those slick fingers, you ask?

Well, his face is bright red and he can't bring himself to look at Inaba yet, because he feels so, so dirty for this. But he's going to bring two of his fingers on one hand down to start probing at his entrance, letting out a shaky breath as they slip in. It's clear that this isn't the best angle for this, but he's trying his best here. It's hard to do prep solo.]

I guess you'll have to put on some glasses and I'll have to start calling you Nakajima-sensei, huh.

[ Is she being serious or is she joking, who knows. Especially as she seems to be smirking just a little bit mischievously, nodding at him in a manner that shows that she is listening.

And more importantly, she's peering in with avid attention, even as she shuffles a little nervously. ]

So you want me in a skirt and in glasses? Is this some kind of school roleplay now?

[He says that teasingly, but his sentences are quickly becoming breathless as he stretches himself. He's always liked taking care of himself this way, it feels nice to stretch himself out and fill himself up. But now he's imagining Inaba doing it to him, that it's Inaba's fingers probing and sliding, curling upwards in just the right way to hit that sweet spot within him-

And oh, as he brushes up against it, he can't suppress that stuttering moan that slips out. But it's still not enough, and he's growing increasingly frustrated with the fact that it's not Inaba filling him up. Even if she's watching right now, he wants more.]

haa...do- do you want to...?

[A little bit of touching couldn't hurt, right?]

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