backyardbbq | Fate / AU CMO post

. . . Let's not risk it.

[ NOT TODAY, SATAN but they are at the door of her room by the time she asks: ]

I assume you already know how to use them?

They already existed in my time, so yes.

[The packaging will be new to him, but the condom itself will not be.]

Good to have that confirmed. I don't know what I'd do if I had to teach you how to use one.

[ It would be the most awkward first sex experience that she's had. Nevertheless, she sighs and pushes open the door and walks in. ]

Nobody else is going to be here, but close and lock the door behind you.

[ While she goes ahead to the other side of her room - it's huge and spacious - as she pushes the curtains closed. She wants as much privacy as she can get, and if it's a closed room, then nobody else can know, ever. ]

[Inaba. Everybody's going to know what happened, it's going to be obvious that a mana transfer occurred. This will remain a secret from nobody.

So Atsushi just lets out a huff of amusement as he closes her door and locks it. Futile as it is, he'll still grant her the privacy she wants. It'll probably be easier for her anyway, if she thinks it will be their secret.

With the door locked, he will go over near her bed, though he doesn't climb onto it yet. He's working on undoing and removing his tie first.]

I'm guessing you haven't done this before, but have you kissed someone before?

[ You can't blame her for trying. . . but it's not like anyone who isn't a magus will know! It's fine.

Once the curtains are drawn she just hopes over to her rather large bed and sits on it, pausing a little as her blush returns in full force, fidgeting a little. ]

Ah, well, that's- [...] I could never do something like that...

...you couldn't do something like kissing? You want to jump right into sex without having ever kissed someone before?

[Inaba you sweet summer child.]

No, it's not that, it's just- [ Wording! ] I've never done it before, since nobody would ever want to do something like that with me. . .

[INABA...]

...

W-well there's at least one person who would like to.

[ Her cheeks flare up a little at the realization of what he's trying to say. ]

If you want to, I won't. . . I won't stop you.

[WELL THEN

He'll just. Step a little closer to the bed, so he's in Inaba's personal space.]

But do you want to do it too?

That's-

[ A very loaded question, one that Inaba does not have the immediate answer to as she brings her hands to her lap, fiddling with the fabric of her skirt a little. ]

I do. But I might not be good at it, and-

[ There's just a complex here as she worries about being inadequate compared to the others he's been with before. ]

It's okay if you're not good at it at first. I don't think anybody is, not their first time. But it's alright.

[He's going to slip a hand under her chin, trying to tip it upwards so he can look her in the eyes.]

But I'll try my best to make it good for you, alright?

[ He's being reassuring but it's also making her pretty nervous, the way he makes their eyes lock and she can't look away. She's not even sure that she wants to. ]

Okay... I'll be counting on you, then, Atsushi.

[He smiles warmly for a moment, clearly enamored by how shy and cure she's being right now. It really does help that he's grown fond of her so quickly, that will help make this less awkward than his previous experiences.

He leans in, and he presses his lips against hers, giving her a gentle first kiss. He wants it to be a good one, so she can have fond memories of it.]

[ That smile of his, warm and gentle is one that she could honestly melt into. While he might be fond of her, she also feels the same way. He's done so much for her in ways that he honestly didn't have to, Servant or not.

When he leans in to press lips against hers, she can't help but let out a soft, needy noise of pleasure as he does so, her fingers tightening around the fabric of the sheets on her mattress. She does, however, press a little into the kiss herself, just wanting a little more out of it. ]

[And he'll continue to do things for her, not just because he's her servant, but because he cares about her. He wants to see her get the happy ending she's looking for, and he will gladly fight for her sake. Or do just about anything else, really.

Like right now, he's eagerly meeting her kiss, giving a bit more pressure to match her as she presses into the kiss. He doesn't keep his hand under her chin, though, opting instead to slide it down to her shoulder to stabilize himself as he leans in a bit more. He stays standing, but he is definitely in Inaba's space now as they kiss.]

[ This is definitely a part of the "anything else" category, but it's definitely not a bad thing, especially given how her puts more pressure into the kiss, leaning in a little more.

If he's in her space now, there's no way to hide her fluster and how much she wants it - wants him to kiss her more, a rather pleased noise from the back of her throat as she brings her hand from the sheets to his shoulder, wanting to pull him in closer, to have him join her on the bed. ]

[Honestly, that's the way they're headed at this point. It takes a bit, but soon he will end up sliding onto her lap, with his knees pressing into the bed on either side of her waist. This is when his arms also end up around her, with one hand buried in her hair and the other loosely holding her waist.

This is pretty nice, he decides. He's always liked kissing, and kissing with Inaba is turning out to be one of his favorite things to do. It's going to be a hassle to keep from sneaking smooches later, though.]

[ Having him on her lap like this is honestly quite arousing to the point where she can practically hear her own heart race in excitement as the kiss seems to linger; even more so now that he's so close to her.

It's her first time kissing someone, but she already knows that she wants more of it. Which is probably made even more apparent with the soft noises that she seems to make that only seem to grow louder with each passing second. She really doesn't want to stop. ]

Edited (. . . I FORGOT AN ICON WTF ME) 2019-01-03 22:50 (UTC)

[Those noises she is making are encouraging, and it's doing wonders to build up his self-confidence. He has to pull away from the kiss for a moment so he can catch his breath, but in that wordless moment he is left gazing at Inaba in a way he's never done before. There's a heat there, a sense of wanting that had been absent previously.

And then he's diving right in for another kiss, and this one involves a bit more tongue action than before. He's licking at her bottom lip, asking for permission to slip it in.

As he does that, his hand slides down to the bottom of her sweater and slips under it, letting him palm at the skin underneath her clothes.]

[ She's feeling rather breathless the moment he pulls himself away from her; the look that he gives her, one that she hasn't seen on anyone else before, but she actually kind of likes it.

But she isn't given too much time to linger on it as he dives back in for yet another searing kiss, her lips parting the very moment she feels his tongue, allowing him in eagerly, a quiet way of telling him just how much she wants this. Wants him, desperate and needy.

A shiver even runs down her spine when she feels fingertips on her skin another sound slipping through as she leans into the touch. Yeah, this is definitely what she wants. ]

[It's good to see all of those signs that she's getting into this. Atsushi is a bit anxious in general, he might lose his nerve if not for Inaba's enthusiasm.

As their tongues slide together and mix in a way that feels absolutely wonderful, Atsushi's hand will slide up Inaba's bare skin, hiking up her shirt a bit as his hand moves. He doesn't move to pull it off yet, leaving it in place while touching Inaba's skin. He can already feel himself getting uncomfortably warm in his clothes, and he knows they'll need to stop to strip soon. But for now he's going to enjoy his time touching her, letting this moment stretch on a bit.

With a bit of his bravery left, Atsushi will pull a daring move: his hand comes up to cup her breast, testing to see if it's too soon for a more sensual touch or not.]

[ It's almost too much for her, even for her first time. The feeling of the warmth of his tongue against her own makes her feel safe. And the fact that she's allowing him to touch her in the first place when she held so much issues with people getting close to her, when she has an innate problem with trust — it actually means a lot, that she's allowing this much vulnerability.

A shudder runs down her spine at the feel of how his fingertips run across her skin, her breath hitching even as they kiss. Her heart seems to race quick in her chest and she can feel her stomach flip a bit, a mixture of emotions there: nervousness, excitement, an eager anticipation for more. . . and even though there's a part of her that wants him to take things further, the slower pace is nice in of itself, too.

But what catches her off guard is the suddenness of how he goes all the way up to her chest. She lets out a surprised noise, breaking the kiss a bit as she feels her cheeks flush even harder now. ]

Ah, sorry, I didn't mean to—

[The separation is quite sudden, but Atsushi doesn't seem to mind. In fact, he's chuckling warmly as he listens to Inaba's apology.]

You don't have to apologize for that.

[Too fast, then? That's alright, they can go at this another way.

Atsushi lets go of Inaba, sliding his hand out from under her shirt and letting it fall back down. He pulls back just far enough to give them a little bit of room, but not so far that he leaves her lap. Once he has a little bit of space to work with, though, he's going to pull off his own shirt and toss it to the side. There you go, Inaba! Now you get an eyeful of shirtless! Atsushi.

But with himself exposed like this, he does offer Inaba a smile as he explains.]

You can touch me too, you know.

[ His laughter, as warm as it might be is enough to make her frown deeply even though the flush doesn't seem to fade from her cheeks. Although now they're there more out of embarrassment now instead of the desire and eagerness for more. Even though she still does want more. Definitely wants more.

Her eyes fix on him entirely as she watches him strip his shirt off, her lips parting as she's unable to say anything for the longest time.

And to be honest, she still can't say much, instead, reaching out to place her palm on his chest, tentatively as she rakes her fingers higher and higher, reaching out to find his heart.

Even if he's a Heroic Spirit. . . he still has one, right? And more importantly, does he like it when she touches him? ]

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