backyardbbq | Open smut post

[Rin gapes at him, taken 100% off guard. He was asking that? He was really asking that?! Really?!

The way he turns bright red and looks away is PROBABLY answer enough]

[He wasn't specifically asking that, but he left it vague enough for Rin's mind to go that way if that's what it was.

And that look is enough for Bon to realize that yes, it is like that.

He is not sure how to feel about this.]

...I gotta admit, I never knew you were into dudes.

I... uh... [he keeps looking away, but he's red all the way to the tip of his ears, so there's no hiding that] ... didn't really know that... either.

[especially not Ryuuji. But there was something to be said for a guy that brushed your tail. He fidgets. This was all awkward and stuff now...]

Wait. You seriously didn't know who you were attracted to?

[Not that Bon can really say anything. He's so not-interested in dating that he's never even had a crush on anyone. Ever.

But now that he's thinking about it, it did give him interesting thoughts and feelings, seeing Rin like that...]

Well, no!! I mean... I know I like girls... But I never really thought about guys, you know?!

[Granted, Rin had never really had any sort of serious crushes either. Sure, Shiemi was super cute and he'd love to go on a date with her and touch her boobs... but other than that, he didn't think about it much. ]

Mmmrrff... maybe I should go. [though he makes no move to actually leave]

And where exactly are you going to go? Did your leg heal that fast?

[It's...a lot to think about, but Bon is surprisingly chill about it. So Rin likes him, cool.

They should talk it out anyway. Leaving awkwardness just won't do, since they live in the same apartment building.]

.... [Rin lifts his leg and flexes his ankle to see if it's fixed. The yelp of pain indicates that no, it has not! No walking yet, even though it feels much better now]

I guess nowhere.

[he frowns, then looks back at Suguro] W-well... I mean... do YOU like guys...?

I dunno, I've never really liked anyone before.

[He has a low sex drive and a lot of other things to worry about, so he's never really paid it any mind before. Being raised in a monk family probably helped with that too, they're kind of taught about the whole 'purity of mind and spirit' thing.]

...but I guess I wouldn't really care, one way or the other. It doesn't make much of a difference, if someone is a boy or a girl.

Really? You've never had a crush on anyone? Weird.

[but yeah, the monk thing. So maybe it made sense. Then again, Suguro was here, which meant the monks of his sect couldn't be 100% abstinent! Rin brings his good leg up to his chest so he can rest his chin on his knee, ]

I guess that's a good point though. I mean, like, who cares? It doesn't really matter in the end.

[It's more that they were insistent on sex only being for making babies, so marriages had been arranged for ages. Bon himself only avoided one because his dad had always been big about ending the whole monk business on his own, before Bon felt those pressures.]

Mhmm.

...how do you know if you're attracted to someone, though?

[Because guess who's never liked anyone before.]

Why're you askin' me?! ... huh... Mm... I don't know. [Rin shrugs] I guess when you're around 'em, they make you feel all weird and fluttery inside. You wanna be around 'em and ... you know. Do stuff.

[...WELL THEN.]

Do you want to do stuff?

[by now, Rin's tail has unwrapped from Suguro's arm. Which is good. Because at that suggestion, it stands out ramrod straight and puffs up as much as it can. Eep]

Y... you're offering?

Ye- I was just asking if that's what you wanted to do! Since you said that's what people want to do when they like each other!

[That sure was almost a 'yes' at first.]

[Rin's leg is healed enough for him to scamper in front of Suguro so he can look him in the eyes. He places his hands on his knees and leans forward.

Far forward. Hoo boy look at those red pupils THEY SURE ARE OBVIOUS IN THE DARK. When Rin's face is 4 inches from yours.]

S...so.... does that mean you like me?! Like-like me? That way?!

[Personal space, Rin.

Bon is leaning back a bit, because it's a little freaky to have Rin suddenly right there in front of him.]

I...guess so? Sure.

[HE DOES NOT REALLY KNOW experimenting would be a good idea. Hint hint.]

[what's that? Is it food? Does it taste good? Is it like a pocket sized piece of outer space with miniature stars and planets and stuff because that'd be so freakin sweet.

Rin beams, a few little blue flames popping up on his shoulders, head, and on the grass around him. They don't burn anything, though. They're happy good-feely flames that just feel warm. Damn things react to emotion like no one's business. Rin grabs a hold of Suguro's hands]

Heeee! Then we should uh... go... do stuff! At home! Because grass is dirty! And someone might see!

[who's excited about goofing off?? three guesses and the first two don't count]

[Rin: the literal demon child of excitedness

Admittedly Bon is not adverse to the idea of 'doing stuff,' but he's going pink and looking down now. Because that sure was a quick move from 'do you like me' to 'let's go do stuff'.]

Bu- what about your leg?

[He does agree with the idea of doing it at home, though. In private. Where nobody will spy on them.

Because Bon is a private person.]

[patron demon of Goofball-iness.

And honestly, don't be too surprised. Rin is the master of jumping to conclusions. And making weird choices. And generally doing exactly what you'd expect, but 500x faster.

He frowns, rubbing at his leg. The swelling has certainly gone down and it looks almost normal underneath his stupid cargo shorts]

It's almost healed... It'll be fine if we just walk!

...Alright, but if it starts hurting again, you can sit down and wait.

[But he'll give Rin the chance, because honestly? Now that Rin has put the idea in his mind, Bon is curious. And anxious. And he figures that trying it once couldn't hurt, right? If he doesn't like it, then he can just tell Rin that.

Bon is a bit too logical for his own good. He's not taking emotions into account here.

He might also be walking at a quick-ish pace, so long as Rin isn't limping or complaining.]

[Rin has a bit of a limp as he walks back toward their house, but no grimaces of pain to accompany it. Just a reluctance to put as much weight on it as the other. He's got all kinds of butterflies in his stomach, but he's eager and curious.

Luckily for Bon, Rin had emotions to spare. He'd be bouncing if his leg wasn't still slightly bummed]

[They're going to have to make liberal use of pillow and such, so that Rin doesn't hurt his leg again.

And just thinking about that makes Bon flush again. They're really going to do it, this is it.

His hands are practically shaking as he goes to open the door to the apartment they share. There's too much to decide. How are they going to do it? Where? They both have separate bedrooms, whose would be best? He doesn't know a lot, but he knows they'll need lube, what are they going to use for that? Should they worry about protection?

That scowl on Bon's face is the same one he always gets when he's overthinking things, by the way.]

[well then its lucky that Rin has a veritable fortress of pillows on his bed. It was really big, so he felt like he definitely needed to fill up all the space. With pillows.

Rin follows Bon in, cheerful and blissfully unaware of how much thought he's putting into all this. Until he sees that look]

... You've got that constipated look, Suguro! You don't need to think so hard!

[Erk]

This is something that deserves that much thought! Do you even know how to do this?

[Because Bon sure doesn't. It's not like he goes looking for gay porn or anything, so all he knows is basic stuff like 'use condoms' and 'use lube'.]

Uh... no? It can't be that hard, right?

[really, how hard can it be. Tab A, slot B. Round peg, round hole. In Rin's mind, it isn't difficult.]

What are you even thinking about?

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